Surprise . . .

  So my loving husband decided to give me a surprise party for my 30th! Even though he knows, as well as everyone else, that I hate attention and big crowds. I thought it was very thoughtful of him to do that for me. We went Christmas shopping earlier in the day and then went to a movie. After that we headed home where I would find a garage full of family and friends! It was such a shocker and such a great feeling to have so many people come on my account. 

  I'm fully embracing being 30. Although it's just a number, I feel really good about it. My 20's were wonderful, as every age has been for me. But looking back I'm able to see how much I've learned about life and how much I didn't know. I'm in the prime of my life and I couldn't be happier with myself and where I'm at in life. I love that I'm able to stay home with the kids. I love that we live so close to family. I love that I went to school for something, finished, and worked in that field (although for only a short amount of time). I love all the struggles and bumps I've had along the way. I'm most grateful for those hard times because I feel like they allow me to be more thankful and appreciative for the things that come a little easier. I've really been reflecting on getting older lately and I think that I've learned the most from my parents and my kids. My kids have shaped and molded me more than I ever thought possible. I can say that before I had kids I had a quick temper and a very low patience level. I can now say that I am so laid back and patient because of my kids. I love the new me. I've had numerous comments made by acquaintance I randomly come across how much I've changed. Funny what these kids do to you. Hopefully one day they will understand that and have the same positive effects with their own kids. And not to say I haven't learned or looked up to other people throughout my life. But my Dad is one who stands out in my mind. I admire his work ethic and family values. He seems so wise to me and knowledgeable about everything. He is one of the most true people I know. I remember thinking that I wanted to find a husband as close to my Dad as I can. I hit the jackpot with Jordan. I just hope that Quade turns out to be like these very special and rare men in my life. My poor mom. Poor poor mom. What you had to go through those crazy couple years in high school. I hope to be as calm and wise as you when my kids go through those years. Looking back now, I can only imagine how you felt inwardly. But you always seemed so together and with it, when Chad and I had our bone head moments. Thank you for setting such a great example of how I want to be for my kids. 

  I can't wait to see what the future holds in the next 10 years. I just know it will be even greater than the last. Thank you to everyone who has had a part in my life, good or bad. Happy 30th Birthday to me!